It feels really strange sitting here inside today. The house is dark. The place in front of the livingroom window where the Willow bed was, is flat and seeded with new grass (thanks to Carrie). I find that I can sit there now and look out, maybe at the lilacs way down in front, or the evergreens, and not ache over the new bed I'd planted. Out of sight out of mind I guess. As long as the picture isn't there in front of me, I don't hold the look of it in my mind anymore. That's why I deleted it today from my blog. The herb garden is done and redone to leave truck room, with no harm to anything, and it looks fine. The East "scent" garden received the bits and pieces from the willow bed, and my birthday rose bush ,Firefighter. 
Larry chose it and it IS beautiful.
So, that garden is done now because I refuse to add more to it while the chance is there that I'll have to move things for access to cut down trees. The bog garden is done and is ok. Not as lush and pretty as I had in mind, but things don't grow as fast as imaginations. The trampled Joe Pye hasn't made new leaves as I thought it might, so I'll get another one. The pump is not working much anymore (we are actually under fire hazard here believe it or not, because of LACK of rain!) so I need to add water every day, but not much.I've lost heart for the borders around the house. They're weeded already and will need watered but I'm not going to change anything like I'd planned. The hosta give me no clue why they are so small anyway, so moving or changing their bed would have been guesswork.The Hemlock garden is done, with the additions of the poor fated willow and of all the Ash trees I found, now tucked in where they'll be safe (edit: Where they had BETTER be safe!)I deleted the responsibility of woods all around us from my to do list and garden notebook, the day of the Willow moving. At first, in anger, and then later with the wisdom to see that *I* had planned it all and yet 1 more time, without considering Larry. I am fully aware that his idea for those areas will be to cut down all the dead or dying or look like they might be, and all the little trees. I also realise, though will still be upset if/when it happens, that he will not remember that I have planted other gardens except the herb garden. And sooner or later he may see a plant that is done blooming and think it's junk and it'll be gone. Today I guess I'll clean the deck a little and water the plants there and in the house.I feel so tired and so discouraged that I will probably put the gardening notebook away in the cabinet for the year.































[Lunaria annua] has moved into her front border! 